“The dearest friend I never met”

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Last Sunday, I lost a dear friend. Sandra Martin Morgan made my world a brighter, better place with her sharp wit, her plainspoken wisdom, and her genuine kindness…and all without us ever having met in person.

Four years ago this month, I took over writing the Locke’s Mills column for our local weekly newspaper, the Bethel Citizen. In my first column, I included some bits of news about the municipal budget, wrote about attending Maine Maple Weekend at Brian and Suzanne Dunham’s farm, and added a link to this blog, with a note that “my latest entry includes some reflections on Locke’s Mills and why it means so much to me.”

Soon after that first column appeared, I received a comment on my blog from a new reader.

“Loved this!” Sandy wrote. “I mentally went on the journey with your descriptive walk through Locke’s Mills…I moved away 40 years ago and still miss my home town. I was born in Greenwood Center near the shores of Twitchell Pond and still write a blog about growing up there. Your blog was like a trip back home and oh, so well written. Thank you and I will be looking for more of your columns in the Citizen which I receive each week by mail!”

She signed up to follow my blog, I signed up to follow hers (pasturetopavement.wordpress.com), Sandy and I began corresponding via email and Facebook, and our mutual admiration society was born.

That’s how it began—as a mutual admiration society. It wasn’t exactly a friendship—not yet.

After all, Sandy and I had never met; she had moved away from her beloved hometown just about the same time I landed here, and we had just missed each other.

Before we could really be friends, we needed to learn more about each other. Facebook helped, and so did our respective blog posts, through which we learned about each other’s childhoods, families, and friends.

I learned that she was Brian Dunham’s mother. And Ethel Martin’s daughter. And Roland, Rex, and Curt Martin’s Sandy and Rexsister. And a cousin (first, second, third, or a few times removed) to just about everyone else I had come to know in my 40 years in and around Greenwood.

I came to Greenwood just a year or two too late to read her weekly columns in the Norway Advertiser-Democrat. For a decade, from the mid-1960s until the mid-1970s, she kept the world abreast of the happenings in her Rowe Hill neighborhood, and, in particular, at “Rocky Top,” the hillside farm where she raised her four children, chased after wayward livestock, and, whenever she could, found a few minutes’ peace to write.

Sandy and Alan before concert 1981I arrived too late to hear her perform, often with other members of her musically talented family, at talent shows and other events at the Locke’s Mills Town Hall.

And I was too late to sit down with her in person, perhaps over a cup of tea and one of her Gram Martin’s toffee squares, and hear her stories of growing up in Greenwood Center, or of skiing over the pastures of Rowe Hill, or of bravely making a new life for herself in middle age.

But, through our lively correspondence, we soon learned how much we had in common, not only our love of Greenwood, but also our affinity for—among other things—cats, cookies, quirky characters, Kris Kristofferson, and the poetry of Robert Service.

Now and then, we exchanged small gifts through the mail. I sent her Christmas cookies and homemade granola, and she sent me a copy of her book, Just…Thinking, a collection of her newspaper columns, which her four kids had surprised her by publishing in 2010.

One day last summer I tore open a package from Sandy to find two volumes of Robert Service’s poetry, and a note in which she chided herself for not being able to locate the third volume, which contained some of our favorite poems.

A couple of months later another package arrived, and another note—unable to find her own copy to pass along to me, she had scoured eBay for a copy of The Spell of the Yukon for me, to complete the set.Sandy_RS books

Some of our most satisfying online conversations were about our shared passion for writing, and what it has meant to us both.

“Writing has saved my life several times,” she once wrote to me. “If that is too dramatic, it has helped me climb out of dark holes a number of times. It has kept me on an even keel and keeps me from feeling sorry for myself.”

After her success as a local columnist for the Advertiser-Democrat, Sandy went on to cover human interest stories, take photos, and write a regular feature for the paper’s monthly supplement, “The Western Mainer,” in which she interviewed local entertainers.

She also covered local stories for the Lewiston Sun and wrote occasional features for the Maine Sunday Telegram and Portland Press Herald.

She freelanced for regional magazines, as well as for Grit, Farm Journal, and Yankee, and published several volumes of her poetry.

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Although Sandy left Greenwood more than 40 years ago to live in Albany, New York, she never lost her love for the characters and special places of her hometown.

Just a year ago, with the help of her son Gary, she published her memoir, Salt Pork and Dandelion Greens: Growing Up Greenwood, a collection of essays she originally wrote for her blog. Poignant, evocative, and often hilarious, it immediately struck a chord with her many friends and relatives back home.

Sandy and I jokingly called each other “the dearest friend I’ve never met.”

“You have become such a good friend without our ever having met and I feel as though I have known you forever,” she told me recently. “One of these days I am coming up and taking you up on using your house for a few days…that is such a sweet offer.”

How I wish we could have shared that cup of tea at my kitchen table, and a couple of Gram Martin’s toffee squares. Sandy, I’ll miss you so much.

20 thoughts on ““The dearest friend I never met”

  1. I wish she could have made it here, where I, too, would have welcomed her with open arms. I can attest to hers and Amy’s “mutual admiration society”, and it was wonderful and heartwarming to see it develop. They were definitely kindred spirits!

  2. Very well said Amy I too was Facebook friends with her but never really met face to face. I grew up with her children and enjoyed reading all of her stories.

  3. Jeepers , Amy! Who else could make me misty eyed with a story about someone you never met? Nicely done. Obviously, physical meeting is not necessary to create a love bond between kindred spirits. It would have been nice though….

  4. You were another one, to have been blessed with knowing Sandra.
    I`m missing our daily e-mails so much, and have to catch myself now
    from writing her, just to say Good Morning. May she be at Peace.

    • I, too, have had to look twice and stop myself from sending Sandy an e-mail this week. I am not on FB, I don’t blog – and we e-mailed on a pretty much daily basis.
      Whether it was a short, medium, or long e-mail or just a few words… She was a busy girl ! And much loved. She had time for everyone…
      I totally understand your words…

  5. Just the perfect tribute to Sandra – her posts and comments on FB will certainly be missed by her friends, family and fans. I don’t think we met in person although did overlap for a few years.

  6. Sandra was a special lady. She and I sent messages back and forth for quite a while. I am going to miss her friendship. I know she has not felt good for quite a while. RIP, Sandra, Going to miss our laughs and cries we shared together.❤️❤️

  7. I am one of the fortunate ones who had a twenty-five year pen pal friendship with Sandy, and I had the pleasure of meeting her in person, once in NY for a long weekend and again in Florida. We kept the phone lines busy as well. Sandy was so talented and didn’t even know it. Her books, poetry, crocheting, music, and all the rest that Amy mentioned made her an extra-special woman, but mostly an endearing friend who I will greatly miss. It’s time for me to answer her last letter and I just might do it and let her know how very much she is missed and loved.

  8. I was so hoping to see this wonderful Cousin again. We enjoyed her wonderful memories and stories of old.
    we will miss your posts so much. R I P Sandy.

  9. I have have been remembering all the good times had while spending summers with aunt Sandra, Deb and the boys at the farm. I have also been enjoying my copy of “Salt Pork and Dandelion Greens. Thanks for adding to the memories.

    • Hi, Mark—Notification of your comment somehow ended up in my spam folder and I just found it—sorry about that. I remember you from the years when I worked at Bob’s Corner Store. Loved your dad, and still love your mom!

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